#dunno if i'm forgetting anything 💀

[godnectar]

hi!! this might be a little dumb- but I was wondering if there's any specific tag system to differentiate ur posts? or at least the yan ones 👀

dw sunshine! it's not dumb at all,, in fact i'm probably the dumb one for not posting this earlier 🤡

# GODNECTAR ; tagged in all of my yandere works, and maybe some other important stuff-

# ♡ ANNOUNCEMENT ; the other important stuff (honestly just warnings for new sets of hcs)

# NECTAR'S RAMBLING ; every other type of post- most of the blog's content is tagged with it tbh,,

# ♡ [ANON NAME] / ANON MESSAGE ; i think it's pretty clear if u ask me (and if you're curious, there's a list with all signed anons on the blog's main post).

# ♡ LOVELY / DEAR [MOOT NAME] ; posts with me interacting with any of my darlings (another thing that's listed in the intro linked above).

# NECTAR'S SHITTY PICS ; *cough* ignore this one, it gets updated like, once every 4 years - don't expect much

# ♡ PATHETIC SYLAS :) ; shitpost i sometimes make, most of the time accidentally (totally not lying), while i'm drunk, sobbing or getting clowned ─ the last one getting a bit too frequent for the sake of my dignity,,

[number1daisukefan]

Daisuke + Swansea sickfic is here!!! Hurt/comfort, but I'm bad at writing hurt and OOC with the comfort. Also Daisuke is an age regressor, but it's very subtle. IYKYK-ahh fic 💀💀

okay!! well!! here you go!!! :D :D :D not beta-read so if anything is bad that's a major womp womp

WRITTEN BY DAISUKE !!!!!!! i hope everyone enjoys it :]

ALSO SW4NSUK3 SHIPPERS KEEP YOUR FILTHY PAWS OFF THIS!!! THIS IS NOT FOR YOU!!!! (censored so it doesn't come up in search)

Daisuke poked his head around the corner, locking his gaze on the door ahead of him. He was on a mission. He had been sent to fetch the captain, and he was determined to do a good job. He scoured the ship, turning down hall after winding hall, and finally arrived at the cockpit. The door was open, and he hopped inside, hoping Curly would forget he technically wasn’t allowed in there.

“Uh, captain?” he said, trying to get his attention. Curly turned around, closing the notebook on his lap.

“Yeah? What’s up, Daisuke?” Curly replied. “Why are you in here?”

“Uhhh,” Daisuke said eloquently. “Swansea wanted me to come get you.”

Curly raised an eyebrow, setting the notebook aside and leaning forward. “Oh? How come?”

“Uhhhhhhh.. Comms are down,” he said, brushing a bit of hair away from his face. His face was warm. He didn’t like it. “I think.”

“You think?” Curly said. Daisuke felt like he had done something wrong. He didn’t like feeling that way. His head hurt.

“I-I dunno,” he mumbled. “I guess. Just- please go down there. He said it’s important.”

Curly nodded, standing up. “If comms are down, I guess it is. Thanks,” he said, nudging Daisuke with his arm and turning to leave the room. The intern stood there, fretting for a bit, before following quickly after them.

By the time he made it down to the utility room, Curly was already there, standing over a server with Swansea muttering something to him. The older man looked up when he noticed Daisuke.

“There you are,” he said, irritation clear in his voice. “Took you long enough. I was about to send Curly after you.”

“Oh,” Daisuke said quietly, fidgeting with his hands and brushing his hair away again. “Sorry.”

“Damn right you’re sorry,” Swansea grumbled. “Get your ass over here.”

“What’s wrong?” he asked, peering at the server. It didn’t look like much to him. The look Swansea gave him made it very clear how wrong he was.

“The fucking comms are down,” he reiterated, speaking like Daisuke was stupid. “Like I told you 5 minutes ago.”

“Oh, sorry,” he mumbled again, looking down. He didn’t mean to. He just wanted to make sure. “I just wanted-”

“Boy, quiet,” Swansea said, turning his attention back to the server. “Grant, do me a favor and go get Anya, make sure this isn’t a localized issue. I’ll get in the cockpit. Daisuke, test the comms system.”

Before Daisuke could finish debating if it was worth admitting he didn’t really hear anything Swansea said, he and Curly were gone, and Daisuke was alone. He crouched down over the server, squinting at it. It looked dusty, maybe he could just brush that part off there…

As he wiped at it, he realized that actually maybe he should be figuring out how to work it. Frantically, he pressed a button on the side. Um. Maybe it was the other button? Or this button- why was it flashing.

As he fiddled with it, something else started beeping, loud and blaring and awful. Daisuke already had a headache, this sucked. Whining a bit, fidgeting anxiously with his shirt, he tried to get his brain to work dammit and figure out what to do. That’s what Swansea would want. Figure out a solution.

He was tired. He didn’t want to do this. He wanted to go lie down.

Focus, Daisuke!!

He looked around for whatever was beeping, wincing as it continued. It was loud, too loud, it was in his head and he didn’t know what to do-

THERE. He could see it now. Something big and bulky with important-looking wires, on the very top of a metal rack. He turned, searching for a stepstool so he could reach it. Um. Where was a stepstool? Was there one?

Whatever. It didn’t matter. Swansea had a chair, right? Spinny stool? He could just use that!! He was so smart.

He pulled out the stool from behind Swansea’s desk (he wasn’t allowed back there, either, but Swansea wouldn’t notice, right?) and lined it up with the rack. He carefully clambered on top of it, reaching up to the loud awful beeping thing. He almost had it.. Almooostttt…

He stretched forward to grab it, but the wires connected were bulky and short and it hung half-off the shelf. Panickedly, he tried to figure out which ones he could disconnect, what it was doing, why was it beeping so loud, but the added weight made it hard to keep his balance and the world was going spinny and spotty and dark-

The stool slipped out from underneath him, and he crashed to the ground, landing hard on one of the legs of the stool as his head hit the floor. He cried out, laying flat on his back and trying his very best not to cry. He wasn’t gonna cry. He had to fix it.

…He just had to figure out how, which was hard when his back hurt and his head was pounding and everything was too loud and scary. He pulled himself into a corner, hiding behind another shelf and trying to shut himself up.

As he did, another CRASH reverberated through the room. It had fallen off the shelf. Tears welled in his eyes as he curled up into a little ball. He wanted to go hide. He wanted to go lie down. He wanted to go home.

He could hear footsteps, quick and panicked and scary, and he curled up tighter, sniffling weakly.

“Kid? What the hell just happened?” Swansea said as he entered. He was loud, loud, too loud, too scary, everything was too loud-

Swansea came over to Daisuke, and he remembered suddenly why he was so scared.

“What did you do?!” he asked. Daisuke just shook his head, burying his face in his knees.

“I’m sorry,” he squeaked, sounding sad and scared and far too small. “I didn’t mean to, I swear, I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry, please don’t be mad-”

“Kid, shut up,” Swansea said, grabbing him by the shoulders. “What the fuck happened?”

“I-I fell,” he choked, struggling to catch his breath and not break down sobbing. “I w-was trying t-to fix it, b-because it was beeping, a-and I felllll-”

The dam broke, and tears started streaming down his face. “I’m sorrrryyyyyyy…” he wailed, trying to shut up and stop crying and do what he was supposed to-

Swansea shook him a bit. “Kid, kid, shut up for a second,” he barked. “Are you okay?”

What? “Y-yeah,” he sniffled.

“Good,” he sighed, sounding.. relieved. “Wanted to make sure you weren’t hurt. Did you hit your head?”

“U-uh, yeah,” Daisuke mumbled, wiping at his face. Swansea cursed under his breath, pulling him closer and examining the back of his head.

“Dammit, kid, if you gave yourself a fucking concussion-” He paused, just holding Daisuke’s head against him. “Kid, do you feel alright?”

“Wuh..? Yeah?” he mumbled. No, he was tired and his head hurt and everything was muffled and dizzy, but he was fine-

“You’re burning up,” Swansea said, something hard to read in his voice. “Kid, c’mere.” He shifted, holding Daisuke close against him.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” he asked, sounding so much softer than usual.

“..’m okay,” Daisuke murmured. Swansea wasn’t supposed to worry about him. He broke it. He broke everything. It was all bad and he didn’t do his job and-

“Hey. No. Shut up.” Swansea sounded firm, but not angry. “No, you’re not. C’mon,” he said, standing up and helping Daisuke to his feet. “You can’t work like this. We’re going to see Anya.”

“Nooo,” he whined- shit, he didn’t mean to whine- as he stood up. “I’m okayyy…”

“No, you’re not,” Swansea insisted. “C’mon. If you’re sick- okay, one, you shouldn’t be exerting yourself, and two, we’ve gotta know so you don’t get the rest of us sick.”

Oh. That made sense, kinda. Daisuke couldn’t really pay attention, the world was kinda spinny and spotty-

Swansea grabbed him, holding him upright. “Kid?!” he asked, staring him down.

“Whuh??” Daisuke mumbled. “Yeah?”

“You sure you’re alright? Almost just passed out on me, jesus fuck..” he grumbled. “C’mere.” Without another word, he reached around Daisuke, lifting him into his arms.

“Waahhh, nooo..” Daisuke protested weakly. “I can walllllkk.. put me dowwwnnnnnn…”

“Nope,” Swansea said finally. “I’ve got kids at home, I can carry you. You’re not walking like this.”

Daisuke tried to argue, but the words didn’t really come out right, and he just whined and swung his legs feebly.

As they reached the med room, Swansea set him down, standing beside him with his arms crossed. As Anya started to talk, Swansea cut her off.

“Kid’s sick,” he said. “Real warm, almost fainted on the way here.”

“And my head hurts,” Daisuke mumbled, blinking a bit and doing his best not to lie down on the med cot. He was tired, and it was cold, and everything sucked.

“Oh,” Anya said, scooting her chair closer to him. “That’s no good. Any other symptoms?”

“Uhhhh..” Daisuke said, trying to think. “I dunno. I’m tired.. Can’t really think.”

“Brain fog, fatigue..” Anya muttered, writing his words down. “That all?”

“Yeah,” he said. “Think so.”

“Well,” she said, standing up and going to get a thermometer. “It’s probably a virus of some kind.. I can’t really say what with just those symptoms, but you’re definitely sick. I’m gonna take your temperature, and you’re gonna go to bed, okay? Drink lots of fluids, stay hydrated, all that.” She leaned over, pressing the thermometer to his temples.

“100.6,” she said. “Alright. Go rest up, yeah?”

Daisuke wanted to protest, but he found himself being lifted up again, and he couldn’t really think. Everything was all fuzzy and weird, and he was so tired. He laid his head against Swansea’s shoulder, letting his eyes fall closed and promising himself it was just for a moment.

By the time Swansea reached the men’s quarters, he was already half asleep. The older man sighed, keeping his movements slow and careful as he laid Daisuke down, pulling a blanket over him.

“Get some sleep, kid,” he mumbled, standing to leave, but Daisuke reached out and grabbed his arm before he could. He slurred something incoherent, trying to pull him closer. Swansea sighed, sitting on the bed beside him and reaching over to rub his back.

“Yeah, I know. I know,” Swansea murmured. “Shhh… go to sleep.”

“Mmnghh.. wanna watch a movieee,” Daisuke whined, fighting to crack his eyes open.

“We can watch a movie later,” Swansea said firmly. “You need to sleep. Close your eyes, Daisuke.”

Daisuke whined and pouted a bit, but slowly let his eyes fall closed, still clinging to Swansea’s arm. The older man sighed, pulling the blanket up over him.

“Yeah, there you go,” he said softly. “G’night, kid. Feel better.”

[triglycercule]

who asked for this. nobody. but unfortunately as a creator i actually have to CREATE for my au 😞😞😞😒😒😒 jk fashion au ink and swap designs ig,,,,,,

ink. ink. ink. she's totally not holding a gun to my head as i type this,,,,, because she CANT break the fourth wall ok she totally doesnt realize that she's forever gonna be stuck living life as a high schooler with no chance of ever graduating or progressing in life,,,,, BECAUSE THERE'S NO ANGST IN JK FASHION AU HAAHAHAH 😁😁😁😁 anyways she's soooo silly :3333 i'm not a connoisseur of anyone that's not the mtt (biased 🙂🙂🙂) but i wanted her to be silly but also a bit freakish,,,, ya!

what do the people think about INK???? featuring everyone in jk fashion au so far 😇😇

dream: "ink is another one of my close friends. she's been there for me when even nightmare couldn't, and i've supported her likewise. sometimes her head is in the clouds, so i send her texts to remind her of things like homework and such. maybe she forgets lunch sometimes, so swap and i give her a share of ours. and when ink wants to talk about anything she's thinking of, whether it's a painter's use of color or the reason we exist, i'm always open to listening. she's an amazing person, really."

nightmare: "ink. ah, that girl is an enigma, truly. somedays she supports me on my path to world domination, and other days she just laughs at me and says as if it were a fact that i would never achieve it! ugh... but despite my slight grievances, she's dream's friend, and i've grown fond of her. quite often, without me even requesting, she gifts me paintings. now, they may seem normal at first, but recently i've discovered a pattern with them. as if ink had peered into the mind of god and depicted it visually, the paintings assist me in handling dream appropriately. i must say, she's skilled as well..."

killer: "see now ink? she's my type of gal. we get along pretty well, hehe! we're on the same wavelength or something, i dunno. not like she can predict what i do, but i wouldn't be surprised if she could, but ink and i just click. we talk about all sorts of silly stuff; similar sense of humor, after all. ink and i can yap about different shows and movies we've watched and stuff, she gives really good insight on the more technical stuff like color psychology and framing, and she once drew me art for one of my big follower milestones on twitter! she's suuuuper cool, haha!"

dust: "okay, just... keep this between me and you, but i think ink has some sort of secret sixth sense? i dunno. nothing against her, she's a fun person. just that, uh... sometimes she just comes up to me when i least expect it and starts asking me about my progress on my writing. which is... confusing. i've only ever told killer and horror about my writing, so i don't know how she knows...?"

horror: "y'know, dust and i have a bit of a bet going on. all jokes and all, but i've got a feeling ink's pulling some sort of elaborate spying prank with how much she knows about us... dust doesn't think so. but i'm betting 20 bucks she does. like, once i was at a vending machine and the stupid thing didn't give me my goddamn candy bar, ugh. i had to stay cool. but then ink just pops out of nowhere, says its okay for me to drop the act and get mad around her, and then does some sort of vending machine trick to get the candy?? yeah, she's definitely a wizard or something. in a nice way, i guess."

NOW SWWAAAAAAPPP she's silly. i included the bit of her getting into trouble because of her good will SOLELY because swap gets bullied a lot in other aus 💀 (askerror, something new, etc,,,,,,) i also read a canon underswap doc??? SWAP IS SO SILLY!!!!! i cant really explain her personality through text i'd need to draw comics for her which uhhhh,,,,, (looks away)

THOUGHTS ON SWAP????

dream: "ah, swap! she's one of my dearest friends, i truly care for her deeply. out of sheer coincidence it seems, that she, ink, and i were chosen to be the star students of the school, but surprisingly it works out well... swap's truly a delight. she's a great motivator, and she's saved me from a few situations that would've ended up terribly had she not been there, hehe."

nightmare: "sometimes the world hates me. ah- well, what i meant was, the path of fate has me set on a predetermined path of struggle! and yet, when even i, the queen of negativity, could not stop my kin from slipping on a ridiculously placed banana peel and almost breaking her neck, swap was her knight in shining armor and caught her. needless to say, just as fate despises my bloodline, fate also has angels sent down from heaven. i do suppose swap is one of those, bless her soul."

killer: "heh, swap?? that girl's a riot! couple years ago i tried convincing her to show me some of those sick moves she learned at kickboxing, or karate, taekwondo, whatever... she broke my wrist, haha! but then i pulled a knife on her and then we both got in trouble. hah, good times, good times. no, i didn't stab her?! in fact, she's very good friends with mr. mew and the grumpen, thank you very much! a friend of my kitties is a friend of mine!"

dust: "she's nice. her type of energy is something you only see is like... a sugar-rushed ink, and killer normally. but anyways, swap's a good help around the school. she's a bit ridiculous every now and then with all her "the magnificent swap" and how she's a bit of a showoff, but whatever. aren't we all? anyways, at least the scavenger hunts she makes during school dances are fun."

horror: "swap is uh... she's something. gotta admit, she's pretty normal compared to some of the people at this school. but man... enthusiasm, much? eh, whatever. i'm not the type to complain when her burritos are to die for. we're partners in cooking class... let's just say, she carries us hard."

anyways jk cross and epic soon. sooner than you think heheheh

[tonycries]

I just wanted to send you a little appreciation for all of your writing because I'm seeing on my dash that fanfic writers don't get enough appreciation and I don't EVER want you or any of the amazabong writers on this site to feel that way.

So anyways

GURL WOW YOUR WRITING IS SO GOOD LIKE HOLY COW CAN I EAT YOUR BRAIN???? WHAT GLORIOUS STUFF GOES ON IN THERE LIKE HELLLLOOOO!!!!

MADAM GOJO? BANGER.

The one with feral clan head toji? Absolutest banger

Anything with choso? Chefs kiss

The list is so long like literally all of your works are in my likes which I like reading again and again and never get tired or bored of your writing like daddy tony, i have to say, your skillz are otherworldly

Please never stop writing whatever your heart desires to and never ever feel pressured to write something for your rabid readers, a majority of us, including me, appreciate and lkve you for your efforts, so don't forget that, okay?

K bye love you lmaoooooooooo

*SOBS REAL ALPHA TEARS* what if I bought myself a wedding dress, huh? What if I picked out a Gojo-themed venue, huh? What if I flew you out for our wedding, huh?

And ahhhhh this actually made my day sm, thank you for the kind wordsss <3 It's lovely, lovely messages like these that keep me going ehehe 💕

Also to answer your other ask-

I've heard of ittt but I haven't actually used it because I've had some awful experiences having my work fed into AI (without permission) to be made into bots 💀 LMAO but they seem funnnnn I dunno if I'd ever use it though because 👿daddy's shy👿

Anyways, I hope you have the loveliest week mwah mwah mwah <3

[inhibitionfreewriting]

Ludwig idea

He has a hair dying stream where you have a previously picked out color so you dye his hair and then reveal to him that you put matching colors in yours. I was thinking kinda like billie eilish style where the roots are a bright color so they can stay hidden under a hat until you reveal it on stream

:)

reids my sweet. my love. one of my very first interactors. my darling dear. im so sorry this took so long ♥

this one is for you

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Marbles was quite literally a gamble and that's what Ludwig liked about it. It could be anything. Another subathon, squats, pushups, wear your clothing for a stream, you impersonate each other for a stream, cooking stream, drunk stream and the list goes on and on and on. Lucky enough for you, and unlucky enough for him, it was to dye his hair and with you being there during this day, you were able to help champion for specific colors.

"No chat I'm NOT going to do 'Twitch Purple'," Ludwig groaned, shaking his head while you giggled, running a hand through his hair.

"I dunno, I think purple would look nice here... chat what about a really just bright orange? Or bright red?" It was so hard to sway chat from a shade similar to purple, but you ran your hand through his hair instead, messing with it. With purple staying at a steady near 80% of votes, Ludwig covered his face before throwing his hands up.

"FINE! Fine fine - we will do purple. Fuuuuckin' purple..." 

"It's okay chat, you can trust me. I'll get the right shade of purple. I'll make it if I have to." An affectionate wave of messages erupted in chat which made you smile as you leaned on Ludwig's head, wrapping an arm around him. "I can run to the store tomorrow and we can plan for like. Let's say Friday so I can fresh bleach your hair and then we can dye it on stream. How's that ludbuds? Can't do it all in one go, might turn him into Slime and bald him." You laughed and Ludwig shook his head, clapping and adjusting in his seat while you released him.

"Now that my fate has been decided, I suppose we should move onto what everyone is here for. Only Up."

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A few days later, and after much trial and error, you managed to get a relatively close purple dye that would at least on first application be the right shade.  You knew that because you had decided to throw it in your own hair. There wasn't a better way of knowing it would come out right than trying on a test strand.

Now that your hair was mostly dry and tossed up into a beanie, you gathered your supplies and met him in the stream room. He was sitting and scrolling through Youtube shorts, turning to greet you when he sees your reflection. "You know we can back out of this hair dying thing at any point, they'll forget."

"Lud, I called you Slime once a year ago and they have not dropped it. People comment on pictures of us 'slime and his girlfriend' for fun." He barked a laugh.

"Okay, you're right."

"Usually. Can you turn around and turn your stream on already?" You giggled and wrapped a towel around his shoulders as he clicked to go live and started talking to chat. Just an easy stream, shooting the shit, dying his hair. Without thinking, Ludwig reached to the back of his head and before you could stop him, scratched and covered his fingers in dye. "You are so stupid, give me your hand."

> hes so fucking stupid lmao > u should literally tape his hands to his chair

"What are you- is that conditioner? That's not going to get this off my hand."

"Oh yeah because you're so beauty smart. It's always worked for me." You wiped at his hand with the towel and started to smear conditioner against his skin, pulling the dye out of it. Slowly it was erased and you shook your head, not realizing that you had been leaning close enough to get dye on your beanie.

> beanie ruined > they got purple on their forehead > 💀💀💀 they're perfect for each other

Ludwig started to laugh, using his clean hand to try to pick the dye off of her forehead, smearing it worse.

> STOP STOP > DUMBASS ALERT > they don't have a real job do they

"Huh?" Looking into the camera and glancing at the screen you groaned, wiping your hands on the towel. "This is why we can't have nice things." Without thinking about the fact that your hair was supposed to be a surprise, you took the beanie off and tried to pick up as much dye as you could off the fabric. There went your mint beanie, that was perfect and clean for a very long time, but now you'd have to painstakenly take purple hair dye out of it. Ludwig reached up with his clean hand and touched a part of your hair, seeing the purple halo of your roots.

"That's why you wouldn't let me in the bathroom," his voice was soft and probably a lot more affectionate than needed, but you could feel your cheeks heat up, did the mic catch that? "You look amazing..."

"That wasn't supposed to be the way the reveal went... I was going to pull it off at the end..." You took clean conditioner and rubbed it against your forehead, trying to get the other bits of dye off your skin.

> this is way too intimate for stream > get out get OUT GET OUT > GET A ROOM

"Okay chat chill, it's not that big of a deal, except it is because LOOK at how hot they are."

[matenrou-fan]

I dunno if someone already requested this before(or one of them), but here we go :V Doppo, Sasara and Kuko caught making out with their fem! s/o?

Interrupted make out session with Doppo, Sasara, Kuko

hii!! I remember writing something similar to other characters, and these were one shots, so I decided to write this request not like hc, but like one shots too.. 'first part' was kinda suggestive so I got a little carried away here too… Also help why Kuko's part turned out so big..💀

femreader, mention of sex and sex activity;;

Doppo (850 words); Sasara (758 words); Kuko (912 words);;

NSFW UNDER THE CUT

;MINORS DNI;

It was something like a little tradition for you to drop by your boyfriend's office during lunch break just to bring him some sweets. Or maybe a whole meal if he would forget it, as sometimes he was in such a hurry in the mornings..

"Hello, my darling.." - a small chuckle escaped your lips as you can already see Doppo in the stairwell with such alight in his eyes.. You can even say there's something needy and lonely in his expression..?

"A-ah, s/o, good afternoon..!" - an awkward small smile appears on his lips as he gets closer, taking a small box from your hands. He always slowed his movements in these moments, enjoying light touches of your fingers a little.. But today it feels like he doesn't want to take his arms away, still holding the lunch box between you two.

"Doppo, did you miss me so much already?" - you cooed at him with a little playful tone, but honestly you can feel something wrong, as if your boyfriend was more frustrated than usual. - "Or something happened?"

"I.. it's nothing..! Really.." - he mumbled, looking away. You can notice a small drop of sweat on his forehead, as Doppo was actually nervous.. And one strict yet worried gaze from you was enough for him enough to squeak and give up. - "It's just.. You know, work.."

Well, your poor salaryman always complained to you in the evenings about his cruel boss, so you do understand what he meant.. It just looks that today he was in worse condition than usual so you decided to cheer him up and give a little motivation…

"It's okay, honey.. Come here.." - you move closer, taking a small box from his hands and placing it windowsill behind Doppo. He immediately leans closer to you too, enjoying the warmth of your body, as it always soothes his tensed muscles and minds. - "I have another little treat for you today.."

You didn't even give him time to react, luring him in a soft kiss. Small surprised whimper vibrates on your lips as Doppo didn't expect anything more than a hug. Yet the way he grabs your waist, holding you tight, clearly tells you that he doesn't mind.

But this is not the main thing you wanted to surprise him with.. Your arms also start wandering around his body as you get under his jacket, firmly caressing his slim body.

"Wait, s/o.. We.. we can't.." - another few whimpers break from his chest as Doppo pulls away for a second, breathing heavily.

"Then why do you keep grabbing on my hips so tight?" - you whisper in his ear, and he whines, not able to control himself. You were like fresh air, so heady after this tiny office room, yet so pleasant and needed.. Your boyfriend can't help but press his lips to yours again, this time pushing his tongue into your mouth. Just how can you stop him when he grasps your body so desperately?

You both forgot about time, sharing more passionate kisses, getting more and more touchy. The way Doppo starts trembling, as his arms get weaker and his kisses get more messy, you wonder just how excited he is now. So you slowly trace your hand down, tickling his tummy through shirt before placing it on his crotch, feeling small twitches under your warm palm.

"Doppo, honey, were you so glad to have some time with me..?" - you can't help but chuckle, finding it kinda amusing. - "And right in your workplace..?"

"I'm sorry.." - he mumbled under his breath, absolutely ashamed. But how can he not be like that when his dearest girlfriend is right in front of him, toying with him and his body like that?

Small giggle escaped your lips, as you were thinking how deep you can push this little game before suddenly slow but audible steps get closer to you two. You pull away immediately, trying to calm down your heavy breath as Doppo keeps fixing his tie with trembling hands.

Another worker opens the door and gets in the stairwell with a pack of cigarettes, also deciding to relieve some stress during lunch break.. Well, but maybe in a more peaceful way, as he looks at you two kinda suspicious. Doppo and you look as a man walks up the steps on another floor and sighs, relaxed.

"I think it's time for me to go.. Or you will have no chance to relax.." - you giggle, whispering in Doppo's ear, placing a long forgotten box in his hands. - "Now go on and enjoy your break, okay, honey?"

"You really think it would be more enjoyable than such time with you..?" - he groans, frustrated, still with bright cheeks.

"Shh. I would go home and prepare something for your return.. As a bigger reward for your hard work today." - your smile gets wider when you notice as your boyfriend's eyes glow again, and he nods, a little bit weak yet confident:

"I.. I will work hard and try to get home early...!"

"That's great, darling. I will make sure to take great care of you.."

Amusing and pleasing people with jokes and puns was always so thrilling! Sasara gets even more happy and playful after his performances, sitting in his dressing room with a wild smile, already generating new fun things for his next show. When suddenly he hears the door crack.

"Hey.. How's my precious comedian doing..?" - your soft voice interrupted his thoughts yet he didn't mind. You're his girlfriend, after all, and small talk with you was even more thrilling and joyful.

"Absolutely wonderful.." - he turned in his chair to you with a small yawn and then giggled. - "I have seen you in a crowd.. I'm glad you're here to support me.."

"I'm also bringing you some melon cream soda as a reward..!" - with these words, you give him a small cold can of his favorite drink, and the face of your boyfriend lights up even more. You can't help but adore how he was so happy-go-lucky, energizing you too. It just feels like when you're near Sasara you can't think about any problems.

"Ahh, you just know what I need..! You’re one in a melon..!" - another pun breaks out of his mouth as he happily drinks your treat. But then Sasara's smile got wider as he patted his lap. - "Come on, why don't you take a seat? I want to get another sweet reward too..!"

"Oh? How bold and straightforward you are today.." - you chuckle and get on his lap, leaning to his chest. Cuddling with him helps you show all your pride in your boyfriend, not only with words, but with action too, when for him it was a great opportunity to melt in your arms, relieve all his burning emotions. Cause actually there was one more thing in his mind, how can you help him to relieve some exciting energy, as he was filled with adrenaline now..

"That's it? My show was good enough only for a small cuddle?" - a light giggle tickles your ear as Sasara's hands slowly lower from your back to your waist. -"Not even a small kiss for my bliss?"

"If you wanted to kiss me just said it.." - you laugh before cupping his face, covering his lips with you in some light teasing kiss.

Your boyfriend's puckish behavior makes you more playful too yet you didn't expect his grab to get more tight, as he presses you to his chest, licking your lips with his hot tongue before biting your lower lip. For a moment you froze, yet then relaxed, whimpering in his mouth. But that was just a green light for Sasara to deepen the kiss, as you just let his tongue pressed against your own.

You grasp his shoulders, crumple the fabric of orange jacket, but don't pull away, enjoying such a risky play. How can you? Sasara was so busy with his performances the last few weeks so you do feel lonely, and now such a sudden yet pleasing intimate moment is just what you needed, as you hug his waist with your thighs, pushing yourself closer.

It seems like your boyfriend was no less hungry for some touches from you too, absolutely enjoying this situation. Sasara smirks right into your lips, squeezing your ass before pressing your crotch to his, enjoying the little gasp you made as you feel his half hard dick pressing to your pulsing crotch.

"Mr. Nurude! There's some journalist who wants to have an interview with you..!" - his manager (or someone else? you were too shocked and scared to understand..) knocked on the door of the dressing room, making you both gasp. Just how lucky you both are, as he didn't get inside and didn't see such a provocative picture..

"O-of course..! Tell them I will be there soon..!" - Sasara's voice still was trembling a little yet he quickly calmed down, trying to fix his jacket.

"What did your manager say..? I can't make out a word he's saying.." - you mumble, breathing heavily as your heart is beating at a rapid pace.

"Oh, it's because you were too busy making out with me.." - even in such a situation your boyfriend has time to tease you. You scoff, slowly get up from his laps, feeling your body aching to do something more.

"Baby, you can sit here.." - Sasara smirks, pointing to his chair. - "I'm sure it would be that long.. And, after that, I'm hoping we can continue our little play..?"

"Absolutely.." - you smirk, swiping away some of your lipstick from his lips. - "But we need to make sure the door will be closed this time.."

Kuko just hates doing anything in the temple, especially when his father asks him to do it. Heck, he has much more important things to do than all this household chores, so why does he stack here with this stupid rag and bucket, cleaning the floor?!

"Kuko..! I'm here!" - your cheerful voice fills the corridor, and he turns to sound with a small smirk.

Oh yes. You, his girlfriend. Thoughts about you sitting here with him, spending your time in this stupid place with him soothe the heart of an unruly Monk.

"Finally.. I thought you decide to leave me here, dying all alone.." - he scoffs yet you can see some excited sparkle in his eyes as he throws away his rag and gets closer.

"Hehe.. Kuko, no one has ever died from washing floors.." - you can't help but chuckle, as this annoyed face of your boyfriend, with furrowed brows and angry scowl, was actually really amusing.

"Then I will be the first..! Or I would probably die from eternal orders from my dad.." - another frustrated sigh breaks from his chest as he takes your hand in his. - "That's it. I should take a little break, so come on."

You didn't argue - well, after all, you come here not to watch your boyfriend actually just washing floors while you sit near him. He was more grumpy than usual, which means he probably had a big fight today with his father, and you decided to support him and soothe his burning soul.

As you get in one of the temple's rooms, Kuko yawns, falling right on the floor. His lazy eyes look up at you, waiting when you would drop by his side so you two can just cuddle together.

"Want to talk about this, dear..?" - you ask gently, embracing him in a warm hug.

"Nah, I'm good.." - he mumbled, hugging you back. For a moment he just lay down with you, enjoying the softness of your body against him, then his casual bratty smile appears on his lips. - "There's actually another way for you to make me happy, you know..?"

You get confused for a moment, yet when Kuko leans closer, tickling your lips with a hot breath, you gasp, but don't move away. Oh, so this is what type of game he wants to play today? Fine, you don't mind to see where it would lead you both..

"You're really such an evil, bad monk.." - you whisper but he just chuckles as an answer, before pulling you into a hot messy kiss. Almost immediately pushing his tongue through your lips, as your boyfriend always was kinda rough in these things.. Yet you were enjoying his passion, fighting with his tongue for dominance.

Kuko quickly changed position, getting on top of you, as he gobbled you up hungrily. His hand starts roaming around your body in such a teasing manner, making you whimper in his lips. Well, but if your boyfriend wants to be so naughty, then be it, you can be such a playful brat too.. So you grab his bomber jacket by the shoulders, trying to take it off and leave him only his monk clothes, and Kuko easily obeys, throwing away his jacket.

You get surprised why he didn't even try to fight or play before this, yet when he pulls away, looking at you with such a dark lustful expression, realization tickles your stomach, sending shivers down your spine.

"Come on.. If you decide to take my jacket off, you also should remove something.. And I will choose what exactly.." - low chuckle makes you whimper, as his hands stop on your thighs, playing with the fabric of your skirt.

"Kuko, we are in a temple..!" - you whisper, trying to catch your breath.

"Fuck this temple..!" - was Kuko's only response before he leaned closer again, pressing his hips to yours. You moan right in his lips, as a twitching bulge in his pants makes you squeeze your thighs around his waist.

"By the way you acting it's more look like you want to fuck me, not temple.." - you mumble in his lips, but honestly, you also didn't care now, too carried away with his touches on your body.

"I'm glad you finally realized this, doll.." - Kuko smirks, pulling you into another breathtaking kiss. Very timely, as your moan did not sound out loud, but got muffled in his lips again, and you both were able to hear footsteps not that far away and an annoyed voice:

"Kuko? Where are you?! Why did you leave a rag for washing floors right in the middle of the corridor..?!"

"Shit, that's my dad..!" - Kuko scoff disappointed, pulling away from you. - "I hope he screams like that because he slipped on it.."

You can't help but laugh, also slowly get up:

"Did he even know I'm here..?"

"No.. But I'm sure he wouldn't mind you staying here for a while.." - your boyfriend sighs, then a sudden idea comes to his mind. - "Maybe it would be a great reason for me to slack off from this terrible shit.. You're my guest, after all, I should provide you with some good service.."

"Yes, I already noticed what a good service you can show to me.." - you chuckle, helping him fix his jacket.

"But you were enjoying this no less than me, did you? Now wait for me a little, I'm promising to return as soon as I can.. So we can continue our sin, hehe.."

[einsatzzz]

Dunno if you'll enjoy this. But happy Birthday!

Have some Birthday OC questions! Answer whichever you want whenever you want!

How do Kana and Kurumi celebrate their birthday? How do they celebrate Yui's birthday?

What is Kurumi's favorite cake flavor?

What is Kana's favorite birthday present she ever got?

Does Yui have a birthday habit he likes to do every year?

And what's your favorite thing to do on your birthday? :3c

Thank you so much for sending this! I really enjoy answering OC questions !!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 (Also sorry it took me more than a week to answer djdgdnbsbs)

How do Kana and Kurumi celebrate their birthday? How do they celebrate Yui's birthday?

Other people in their circle get surprised when they find out about this, but Kana and Kurumi actually celebrate their birthday separately! Kana celebrates hers on December 13, while Kurumi celebrates hers on October 18. And it's always been like that for them.

Kurumi would drag her friends and family outside to celebrate! Among the trio, Kurumi's would have the liveliest celebration. On the other hand, Kana doesn't really actually care that much about her birthday, but she doesn't mind going along with whatever Kurumi and her family would prepare for her. She exerts more effort for Kurumi & Yui's birthdays.

Similar to Kana, Yui also doesn't care much for his birthday and would actually prefer if the spotlight isn't put on him. Kana and Kurumi usually just prepares a super private simple celebration between the three of them.

What is Kurumi's favorite cake flavor?

Kurumi's favorite cake flavor...probably something peach flavored because that's her favorite fruit hehe XD (also her name Kurumi literally means "red peach" hahaha)

What is Kana's favorite birthday present she ever got?

Anything she receives from Kurumi is a favorite birthday present hehe But I guess the most favorite one right now is the smart watch-bracelet that Yui & Kurumi made for her (Kurumi designed it, Yui then made it). She almost always wears it.

Does Yui have a birthday habit he likes to do every year?

Not really, since he doesn't care much about it unless Kana & Kurumi prepares something for him. He often even forgets about it 💀 (to be fair, Kana sometimes forgets about her own birthday too. It's all up to you on this one Kurumi 🫡)

And what's your favorite thing to do on your birthday?

I'm gonna be honest and say I usually don't really look forward to my own birthday, I often get moody around this time and the day really is easier to get ruined for me. But the one this year is way better than the last few years, so I'm actually pretty much feeling ok with it this time!

[misc-obeyme]

Oh that would be so hard... like what the hell of course the answer to a question like that would be a Barbatos essay??? There's so much to say about him! Plus, don't they want you to be honest? Well, I dunno, maybe they don't lol. But if I was a teacher and my students answered questions like that with fictional characters, it would fill me with happiness.

it's a religious school too😭 the fact that I am still not excuted yet is hard to believe. but sometimes people get lucky🙇...... they're like: K-Kian are you.. QUEER?😦GAY?😱 Ssimp for a DEMON💀💀 in MY ISLAMIC😇 School??? 😡👿👿

that didn't stop me though. you can't stop me, even god can't-

I'm finding the new birthday event to be very interesting. I'm not used to having to wait to read the story. Like maybe I could unlock the whole thing in a night, but the AP regeneration kinda requires you to do it a bit at a time. I don't hate it or anything, actually it's kinda nice. But I'm not sure how I feel about the story yet 'cause I haven't unlocked it all.

My advice is to not read it till last. skip it and read it when you've fully unlocked it.. I once made a mistake of reading a Barb's devilgram and while I could've gotten the card in the next three days. well, let's say I spent about 1000 dps to get him earlier. 💚💚💚 not regreting anything

You have a counter for Barb's bday? I love it! We still have some time, but it draws ever closer!! I'm always prepared to lose my mind over his cards lol. I'm excited to see what his birthday event is like!

I just hope it's not his usual artist I Simeon's artist to draw him pleaase😭😭😭 + we share the same BD so it helps me keep track of time because i tend to forget it. I want to treat myself this year after ignoring it for so long....... so I need to track the days lol.

It's a religious school?!!? I'm sorry, but that makes the whole thing even more entertaining lol.

OH of COURSE how did I not think to just skip the story parts and then read them all at once when it's fully unlocked?? That's how I do lessons. I always do all the battles first and then go back and read the story parts so I don't have to be interrupted!! LOL duh. I do events like that sometimes, too, but that just depends on how much time I have. Anyway for some reason that did not occur to me with this new format of thing, so thank you for the suggestion as I have now begun doing it that way! Still working on unlocking it all, but I think I'm gonna make it.

If Barb's card looks anything like Asmo's or Simeon's this year, you can say good bye to any and all resources I have saved up at that point. Not that I wouldn't spend them all to get a Barb bday card anyway, but I fear it'd be much worse.

YO you have the same birthday too?!?! Wow, that's a sign of fate right there~ it was meant to be~

I always use my birthday as an excuse to take the day off from work. I'll get myself something tasty to eat, too. Nothing fancy, but I think it's really important to do nice things for yourself sometimes. And since it's easy to forget, a birthday is a good reason to do it. So I hope you do treat yourself this year, you deserve it!

[karmaajr]

ooo seems funsies :D

1) mum probably, dad no 💀

2) girl best friend

3) I regret SOOO much like its acc crazy

4) sir I am a teenage girl, what do u think?? LMAO

5) single pringle ✨️

6) in my sleep or murdered painlessly

7) uhhh a can of sweetcorn probably

8) I used to play basketball; netball; football (not the american one); boxing if that counts; others I can't remember lolol

9) yessir 😭

10) probably last week

11) not sure :3

12) duh

13) myself? tf? 💀✨️

14) a lotta ppl but most importantly this girl who bullied me for a year, then we became friends for a year and she moved to leeds at the end of the school year (idkw but I think I have a crush on her NOW of all times lol)

15) I wish :((

16) I have no clue how to tell how I'm feeling besides

a) shitty, I wanna jump out a window

b) etc

so ima say b :D

17) nuh uh

18) terrified of them, it's embarrassing :D

19) probs

20) a playground

21) packing for a holiday

22) sometimes I want none, sometimes I want one and sometimes I want two lolol

23) I had my ears pierced but the piercings have closed bcuz the skl said I wasn't allowed to wear bike earrings so I took them out :((

24) maths probably

25) yesh

26) food; attention; love; touch; a punch in the face

27) yuppers

28) nope

29) she cried at home after I broke up w her???? does that count????

30) the fact I have to go to a wedding in a few hours n the clothes r horrid

31) how am I supposed to know 💀✨️

32) I have no personality which also means I have no fav colour alas soz

33) I probs trust ppl to easily if anything-

34) the girl I mentioned b4

35) my mum

36) I give out 3rd, 4th, 5th and SOOOO many more

37) uhhh i ignore it happene?? forget I suppose

38) no 2023 was

39) like 7-8

40) ew no

51 💀) dunno

52) ig

53) read shitty fanfics

54) no

55) irl yes

56) like 6 I think

57) no

58) none

59) yes

60) its complicated

61) depends who

62) idk

63) doubt it

64) yes ew I'm not kissing a guy again

65) again? lmao, accept his feelings say I don't like him like that then continue being the same around him if he doesn't immediately drop me

66) yes

67) the guy from b4

68) I don't do shit like that ewwww

69 😫) nah

70) defo

anyways this took forever n my parents r pissed lmao oopssssz

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[yandereloversblog]

Heya! I'm pretty sure you said something about accepting yandere platonic request so-

Can i request a Yandere Gregory where he can either sees reader as a parent figure, a best friend or both ! You can choose~ It can be adult reader for the parent or for the best friend one, it can be reader around his age ! The reader can also be a animatronic or just a human like him!

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞!𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐲 -> 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎

  ───────•°˖~❉᯽❉~˖°•───────  

> 𝗙𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗺: 𝙵𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝙰𝚝 𝙵𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚢'𝚜: 𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑

> 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿: 𝙶𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚢

> 𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: 𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌 𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎, 𝚃𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝙶𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚢, 𝚂𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍

> 𝗧𝘆𝗽𝗲 𝗢𝗳 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁: 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗

  ───────•°˖~❉᯽❉~˖°•─────── 

•Yes your honour, I did make the banner last second and I am a part of "Gregory is a menace" cult.

•Me trying to pull myself together and finally write for this kid so it's a little bad.

•I wanted the reader to be around his age first but then decided on an adult reader who works at the Pizzaplex and sorta takes care of the kids that are alone.

  ───────•°˖~❉᯽❉~˖°•─────── 

Somehow you ended up as the weird kid's best friend, in fact he's more like your child because you haven't seen neither his parents nor his older siblings around.

You ended up sharing some candy with him one day because he looked lonely in the crowd.

"What? For me...?"

The shock and suspicion on his face broke your heart, like was this kid being abused? But after he realized there wasn't anything wrong with the candy he just wanted more.

Honestly you just kept giving them to him every time you met because of how happy he gets.

Maybe he sneaks in so that's why you never see any adults around him.

You didn't mean to end up getting dragged around by Gregory all the time the second he grabs a hold of your hand 

"Come on [Y/N]! I wanna see the new games they added to the arcade! Huh? Of course you'll play with me!"

Gregory finally got his first friend! Obviously he's going to want to spend every second of their time together.

And for some reason he feels safe enough with you, like if he hides behind you nothing will hurt him.

"I think I've heard the others say something about this... A parent?"

Honestly he forgets about all his plans and just follows you around all day from now on.

He's getting mistaken for your child you took to work with you.

First Gregory was satisfied with you being his -only- best friend but now he wants you to be his parents.

Remember how I said your job was to take care of some young kids who don't have their parents around for the moment? Yeah you can't do that anymore, only Gregory deserves that kind of attention.

Gonna see someone holding your hand and the second you're gone the kid is gonna get pushed and probably get a broken arm or leg.

Hey he isn't registered anywhere, they can't find him if they don't know he exists.

A lot of kids you interacted with have gotten hurt- even a few adults because they went off on you.

"You deserve it. You have your own mom and dad, stop touching mine."

-I dunno why but I imagine Gregory with an axe- like imagine a crazy child with an axe chasing your ass 💀-

Then you had to work overtime because he got somehow stuck inside Freddy's stomach...

You were glad to let Gregory out of the Pizzaplex in time but you don't know where he lives.

Then Gregory admits to not having a family or anything like that and you adopt him cuz he wormed his into your heart.

Of course the sneaky gremlin planned all of this... Now he clings to you like an actual affectionate child with their parent.

If someone dates you they're gonna have to get his approval... If they're annoying they get hurt or God forbid they hurt you- instant death.

Cocky ass kid... Yet acts like an angel in front of you.

"[Y/N] and I deserve way better than some trash like you."

[un-named-thing]

i dunno if you write poly stuff, but can u do some steddie x ftm!reader, angst to fluff where reader is like rlly heartbroken about having a crush on both of them bc reader thinks its weird/confusing plus theyre trans so kinda double homocide 💀 anyway steddie accepts readers confession and comforts them happy ending woohoo

I write any kind of stuff really if that makes sense and I actually really like this idea

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'So it's not weird?' Steddie x ftm!reader

Summary: after a good talk with yourself you finally gather up the courage to tell Steve and eddie what you've wanted to say for a while,

Cw: reader being real upset, angst to fluff

I leaned against my locker, zoned out as Dustin basically yelled into my ear how exited he was about hell fire tonight. It was pretty exiting. But wasn't so excited tho. The thing is Eddie finally managed to get Steve to tag along which made Dustin even happier which isn't the bad part.

The bad part was that i was panicking. I have had a huge crush on Steve and eddie and i hated myself for it. I thought it wasn't normal and that something was wrong with me.

I wished i could just pick one to fanboy over but i simply couldn't. I loved eddie and his mass amount of energy. I loved the way he could light up a room in seconds.

And steve i loved how laid back he was but he could also get serious really quickly. Also how protective he was of the group. Both of those men just made me lose my damn mind.

But confessing would be like asking for a death sentence, especially to both of them. But even if they did somehow say yes and where okay with it what if they found out i was trans. Then it would all be over before it started.

But even them accepting my confession is very, very slim. If i confessed it would probably ruin our friendship forever.

I was suddenly shaken from my thoughts when i felt dustin literally shaking me. He looked really concerned. "Are you okay?" "Ya I'm fine" i quickly answerd trying to hide the fact that i was on the brink of tears. I bit my bottom lip trying not to cry.

My eyes darted around the hall before they landed on a clock. "Oh look at the time, I better go to my last period.. see ya at hell fire Dustin" i said slowly walking away before speeding of in the direction on my class. Dustin stood there confused for a moment before shrugging it off and heading of to his last period.

I rushed into my classroom just as the bell was about to ring. I took a seat in the back and put my head down. I was trying so damn hard not to cry but it was getting harder and harder the more thoughts popped into my head.

Why the hell did I have to have a crush on two damn guys. Why do I have to be so confusing. God I don't even know what this would be called.

God look at me, trans and I have a crush on two guys. Thats double homicide if anything. For now I just have to get through these last hours and I can go home and cry into my pillow and try to forget how weird I am.

Time skip

The Bell rang making me jump slightly as I was half way asleep. I looked around and quickly realised people where packing up and leaving. I cussed under my breath and jumped up. Basically running out the classroom.

I took a deep breath when suddenly I was being picked up. I looked down only to see eddie. He had that usual happy grin on his face. I blushed as he pulled me into a tight hug.

"Ready for hell fire n/n?" He asked. He looked so damn exited and I simply nodded in response. He smiled and led me to the club room. But not even half way there steve joined us, and now it was time to start panicking. I couldn't get a single word out. I was embarrassed as hell.

Why was it so damn akward? Was it me? I breathed heavily as we finally reached the club room.

Eddie paused and turned to me right as he was about to open the door. "Hey n/n you okay, you look out of it?" Eddie asked concerned "Ya you okay m/n?".

Great now both eddie and steve where asking if I was okay. Internally I was fucking screaming. "Ya ya I'm fine just nervous for... hell fire is all". I gave a weak smile to both of the guys. They exchanged glances before eddie finally opened the door.

The room was full of the normal people you'd see in hell fire. Expect lucas was out. Again. So Erica was taking his place, which she was more than happy to do. I took my place next to mike as I normally do and steve stood next to me, using Eddie's "throne" for support.

There was no need for me to be this nervous but something in me was just going crazy. Plus I still couldn't calm down from what happened just seconds ago. I just tried to concentrate on the game and nothing else. But oh god was it so damn difficult.

Yes another time skip

Another successful hour of playing dnd with my friends was over and i actually managed to keep it together. Kinda. Everyone was happily cheering and getting their stuff together.

I was about to get up and join the others when eddie stopped me by grabbing my hand. I turned to him with a slight tint of red on my face.

"Heeey n/n, me and steve are going back to mine to hang out, your coming with" he said with a devilish grin. I gulped and my head ran wild. I quickly responded "sorry eddie I'm busy" i gave him a soft smile before trying to get my hand back.

Suddenly steve grabbed my other hand and a smirk spread across his face. "He wasn't asking" they laughed as they watched my face turn into a look of horror. They pulled me along all the way holding my hands in their's, with eddie slightly ahead of us.

I walked out into the empty parking lot where Steve dragged me and Eddie to his car. Eddie happily jumped into the front seat when Steve unlocked the car. And I got into the back quietly.

Steve pulled out of the parking lot and onto the rode. Eddie gave him a look. "You remember where I live harrington?" "How could I not" Steve answered not taking his eyes of the rode.

I smiled slightly trying to sink into my seat. 'Just smile and sit quietly m/n, maybe they'll forget your here and you can run home and cry at how pathetic you are' at this point I was mentally scolding myself from not being able to resist these two and just give into them.

I looked up and saw eddie looking straight at me. "Okay l/n spill your guts, you've been weird the whole day. Even hell fire and I know how much you love hell fire. I mean come on Even Dustin mentioned how weird you where acting. So come on spill it" eddie said turning from a more cheery tone to a serious one.

I froze. I was darn speechless. I didn't know what to fucking say and the worst part it when I looked over to Steve who was giving me occasional glances. I knew he had concern on his face too.

I put my head down and stayed quiet. Eddie asked me acoulpe more times and so did Steve but I didn't say I word. Now the car ride was silent.

'Great m/n you ruined it you idiot' I mentally scolded myself. I could feel how much I wanted to cry but I couldn't, not here, not now. I bit my tounge trying to stop myself crying.

God why did I have to be weird and ruin one of the best friendships I've ever had. Why did I have to be the weird friend who likes his friends. I bit my tounge and played with my hands. Truing so desperately to calm myself down. But I'm pretty sure both of the guys could see that I was practically shaking.

The car ride was painfull but I didn't want it to end cause I knew as soon as we got to Eddie's they would bonbrad me with questions. I didn't want that. I was so damn on edge I would definitely spill my gut and that would be a disaster.

But that car ride couldn't last forever and soon i felt the car stop and eddie get out. Steve got out and opened the door for me. I nodded a thank and walked with Steve to eddie. Eddie unlocked his door and fell on the couch looking at me and steve.

Steve led me to the couch and sat me between him and eddie. Just fucking great. My breathing quickened when I felt eddie and steve give me a side hug at the same time. They didn't speak but I knew they where burning to know what was bothering me so much.

Steve broke the silence first. "Hey n/n we don't know what's bothering you so much but we hope that we can help in some way" he gave me a soft smile patting me on the back as eddie gave me a tight hug.

I didn't even notice that I started crying. I guess everything I've built up just over flowed. I could feel steve join the hug as well. "Hey if you don't feel comfortable talking about it it's okay but we won't judge you" I could feel eddie smile and tighten the hug.

Now it really all over flowed and I just spilled out my gut. "Goddamit, what's bothering me is you two. I love both of you so damb much but its so fucking weird, I know and maybe I could be normal and confess without all these tear but it would be really much easier if I was born a damn guy just like the both of you!"

I curled up in a ball, sobbing, with both of the guys pulling back to look at me. They looked at eachother before going back to hugging me. I was slightly stunned at this. I more or less stopped sobbing so much but I was the furthest thing from calm.

This time eddie spoke up first. "Jesus I wouldn't be surprised if you told us you could read minds too" he laughed slightly and hid his face in the crook of my neck.

"It was kinda obvious that you had a crush on one of us man, but we didn't really know which one off us" "we didn't expect it too be both" eddie spoke up right after Steve.

I wiped away the tears and looked up at them both. "But what about me be-" I was cut off when Steve picked me up and hugged me lifting me of my feet. Eddie joined in and hugged me from the back.

I didn't know what to say but I was finally happy that they knew, and they didn't think this was weird. "So n/n, Steve are we like in a couple but there are three people?" eddie asked shooting glances at both of us.

"Yes eddie that's how it works" I said as Steve finally put me down. "Nice, but now that your okay, you are okay right?" "Yes I'm fine" I said looking at eddie "good! Now who wants to have some fun?! If you know what i mean" "Seriously eddie?" Steve looked at him, slightly disappointed

"Ehhh fine Steve but I'm taking m/n with me then" eddie smirked as he dragged me off to his room. "Oh no you dont" I heard Steve yell behind us. I smiled. Okay maybe I wasn't so weird after all.

[fluffy-ami]

HEY HEY AMI!! JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY EARLY NEW YEARS!! I KNOW YOU MAY NOT ANSWER AND THATS OKAY BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW SOME THINGS

You are literally the swaggiest person ever did you know that? Well now you do 😌 I want you to know that even though you’ve been offline a lot-which is fine of course-life is a staggering struggle sometimes, I want you to know you have had a massive important impact on my life this year as well as many others and I know it. You are the sweetest person alive and the moments we had this year are some of the most fun ones ever (and maybe I go back and read our RPs and messages over and over- But shhh I totally said nothing this part of the message was totally was never here) I dunno when you’ll be online again but take your time, and as mentioned in previous asks, don’t feel pressured to answer! I just wanted to let you know how important you are to me, I mean you’re basically an older sister to me. I hope that you are looking after yourself and that if anything is going on in your life that may be making you go through pain and sadness that it gets better. Life can be a total pain in the A$$ so punch it in the guts and tell it that it can stop being annoying. You’re a strong person and I have full trust that whatever is going on in your life, you got it. So once again, look after yourself well, and go kick life in the butt!

-FROM YOUR FAVE LIL BRO, RANDO 😎

(guess who finally has the energy to answer some asks and is now feeling bad for disappearing randomly hmmmmm lmao- 🤡)

Yooo, happy 2023, lil' bro! Me finally crawling out of my offline grave to tell you that I'm doing fine for the most part, so there's still no need to worry >:D

And no pls i died of your sweetness as soon as i read that, stopppppp 😭😭😭

And no, U THE SWAGGIEST PERSON TO EVER EXIST ON THIS PLANET, YOU CAN'T FOOL ME, I SEE U RIGHT THERE RANDO 🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻

I actually hope that things will get better for me now, and as soon as I have more time, I really hope that I'll get back to writing and drawing stuff here and talking with you all more (even tho me still nervous as hell, esp after all this, but let's forget about that and pretend that i'm really gonna talk more ok 🌝)

I'm really happy that I'm friends with you Ran-Ran, and even if I disappear sometimes, just remember that I always come back (lmao true William Afton moment) and I love you, I hope y'all are doing good out there <3🍃✨

And to everyone who wants to talk, my dms are always open! Even if I'm not posting, like, at all, and anyone is worried, you can always text me and I'll reply eventually, just like it happens most of the time, but it'll be faster than me getting to my asks aokdlsdk, pls i see all the adorable and supportive stuff that's been chilling in my inbox for weeks, i feel so bad help 🤡

My drafts are also doing perfect, some of them are already more than 1 year old 💀💀💀🪦💐🕯️✨

[princess-pill-enjoyer]

#26

I took 150 last night and somehow passed out on it so I'm finna take 350 now that I'm awake so that I can get slightly high while being mostly sober by the time my bsf calls me today.

AFTERMATH

I took wayyyy more than 350. I think I took 1.1k overall. Took 200 and let it wear off completely instead of taking the extra 150 after a bit like I planned. Then I started crying.. then I chilled for a bit.. then cried some more. It got badddd I was snotting it up and my arm was genuinely wet wet from all rapidly flowing eye water smh

When I got otp with my best friend I was soberish. I was still crying at that point but I made sure I wasn't sobbing in her ear or anything. She had me spill the beans and by the end of it i was cackling off her mocking my sniffles. She's such a dick i stg 😭

Anyway after she calmed me dowm, she dipped to do some busy work with her mom. I ended up popping another 850 in the meantime. She said she'd be back in 30 mins and I think it was uh.. I think an hour and a half atp so I figured she forgot and I was off the hook for the day. But nah. She texted then called me and I had.. absolutely zero chance of hiding how gone I was.

Mostly I can still hide the junk even when I'm sky high cause with pretty much anyone else im not doing a lot of the talking and my slight chuckles and agreement noises is usually enough. R, however, is fucking hilarious and I'm always laughing at stupid shit she'll say. Which is kinda a problem asss i have a hard time laughing while im that high. My mouth and throat be so dry and to a point where talking in itself is a big task so laughing is pretty much out the question. Plus, kinda weird but i have a hard time finding anything funny in general. Soo when I was sitting there super quiet and not reacting much to stuff she'd say, I ended up fessing up so she wouldn't overthink my silence. Knowing her she probably would've blamed it on herself somehow so it wasn't even worth hiding imo.

It was kinda sad tbh. I'm glad we did get to talk some yesterday but we did way less talking than we'd usually do cause of all of that junk. I went to sleep promptly after we got off the phone as I felt weird. And kinda sad ngl.

When I first woke up I could still feel the remnants of yesterday's dose and I was exhausted but couldn't sleep anymore as I had already slept for I think... 10 hours? Maybe 9 I dunno

Aside from that symptom wise I'm mostly normal. Still feel a little floaty and I'm not 100% for full ass convos rn. I wanna sleep some more but I have a kitchen to clean + I was picking at my skin again so I need to do some aftercare on my skin to minimize scarring as much as I can. I mostly pick at my legs and for that I don't really bother with caring for scars. While I don't really cut myself anymore and I wasn't too too into it before either, my thighs are still covered in scars from them. That plus a few scars that have only recently fully went away made me care a lot less for how my legs look. But nowadays I be forgetting to keep my picking to my legs and started picking at my face again. That I try to hide cause my dad constantly comments on shit like that and I just don't want him to acknowledge it

Lowkey dealing with heartburn and sharp pain in my stomach. Prolly cause I took that much at once and didn't really eat before. I had hella cereal earlier in the day and that was about it

I really gotta start remembering to eat.. I'm fat and all (well. Chubby. Mfs get so confused when I call myself fat 💀) but at the same point I think it'd be kinda sus if I randomly lose weight weight like that. Especially with how shady I've been acting lmao

NOTES/EMOTIONS

Mm. I don't know how to explain my mindset rn. I feel completely useless and I want to just wither away and get forgotten by everyone all at once. I'm sure that's due to the mix of bs I have floating around in my head. I'm tryna keep it together tho. I haven't been drinking enough water as is and I'm sure me crying again is gonna make that worseeee so I'll just try and distract myself for now

I'm so fucking tired of crying. Why can't I just be happy

[delcakoo]

ems.. so I did something embarrassing today and I can't stop thinking abt it. earlier our adviser was speaking and he cracked his voice and I accidentally like, laughed it was a laugh more like a snort and it was so quiet everyone heard it including him, IDK WHY I KEEP EMBARRASSING MYSELF ISTG. I KEEP DOING THINGS THAT'LL STICK WITH ME UNTIL I DIE. but besides that I'm okay, I JUST CANT BELIEVE I COULDN'T HOLD THAT IN, AND BESIDE ME WAS A MALE. HES SOOO ANNOYING. IDK HE PROLLY MADE FUN OF ME IN HIS HEAD CAUSE I LAUGHED. I FUCKINsbfausbfo. sometimes I wish I just disappear. ISTG I HATE ATTENTION THIS IS WHY I HATE ATTENTION. ALSO WHY I DON'T LIKE SPOTLIGHT CAUSE IM AFRAID, OF JUDGEMENT. I'm scared of letting A LOT of people know me cause then they'll know everything and if I embarrass myself or do something wrong they will know they'll see. I WAS RETHINKING THIS WHETHER I SHOULD TELL U OR NOT BUT ISTG I CANT STOP THINKING ABT IT. Idk maybe the ppl in my class prolly forgot abt it but the problem is I can't cause I'm the one who embarrassed myself, I hate embarrassing myself cause it'll stick with me. I'll prolly think about it randomly when going to bed and mentally slap myself. I FEEL BAD FOR DOING THAT TO MY ADVISER. ITS NOT HIS PROBLEM. REALLY, ITS ME IDFK ANYMORE.

I don't know how I'll calm myself, I mean I am calm rn I just can't process anything right now. I'll read your content, watch movies/k-drama, prolly take a nap to distract myself from today😔updating you is actually making me feel better. everyday when I have time to update you and I do, I feel stress relieved. oh and the k-drama I'm currently watching is cheer up, its quite interesting. I saw it on tiktok and wanted to watch it because of the drama😭

anyway, besides that congratulations on 1k!! (forgot to congratulate you earlier) f2f is over for me (for now) how's school? I hope you're okay! 💙

-m💙

LMFKJSNCKJNS MOONIE PLEASE, I TOTALLY GET HOW YOU FEEL BUT I RPOMSIE YOU ONE DAY YOU WILL LITERALLY FORGET THIS EVER HAPPENED PLEASE DONT WORRY TOO MUCH. IM TELLING U RN EVERYONE COMPLETELY FORGOT YOU DID THAT LIKE FIVE MONUTES AFTER IT HAPPENED OKAY??? NAHHSHHUSNAH ITS HONESTLY A BIT FUNNY CMON YOI HAVE TO ADMIT. BUT ALSO YES I GET WHAT YOU MEAN, BUT FR THIS IS A UNIVERSAL EXPERIENCE 😭 EVERYONE HAS EMBARRASSING MOMENTS THAT RANDOMLY COME BACK T US LATER, ITS OKAY LOVE HSKUSNSN

AWW, im glad updating me calms you down shdjdh yes go watch a new show or smthn!! UGH NGL I HAVENT WATCHED ANY KOREAN SHOWS BESIDES UHH ALL OF US ARE DEAD, SQUID GAME AND SWEET HOME :( I ALSO WATCHED A FEW EPISODES OF SKYCASTLE BUT IT WAS LOWKEY ASS 💀💀💀

AAHH THANK YOU DEAR I APPRECIATE IT!! mmm, schools okay ig 😭 i’m just very bad at studying 😭 i keep procrastinating i’m like “i’ll do my hw later” THEN IT JUST KEEPS GETTING LATER UNTIL I GO TO SLEEP AND THEN I END UP NOT DOING IT 💀💀💀 but uhhh IM SURVIVING (besides gym and math 💀) !!! ✊✊ ON A BRIGHTER NOTE I FINISHED SOME BRAINSTORMING AND BEGAN WRITING MY NEXT LONGFIC WHICH IS GONNA BE FOR JUNGWON !! i’m vv excited, i dunno if it’s gonna surpass behind the net’s word count tho 😔😔😔

[yuichi-ro]

just gonna vent here for a bit bc i think not being able to do a lot with covid is having some serious effects on my anger levels but

so there is this anime i watching called “shikimori’s not just a cutie!”. its just meant to be a cute romance slice of life, something to turn your brain off and relax to, the animation is nice, its perfect for what it is.

the amount of hate this show is getting. jesus fucking christus my ass. essentially the relationship being portrayed is slightly non traditional in the heteronormative sense. the guy is a bit more shy and very accident prone, the girl is more outgoing and protective. it toys with that role reversal of a more dominant female lead and a male lead being more on the receiving end of things while also still letting both of them indulge in still being the “girl” and “boy” in the relationship. it’s very nuanced and very well handled so far.

but so fucking many (ofc mostly male) people are shitting on this anime. under the guise of “there is no story!” (three episodes have released by now you fuckers, its meant to be a feel good slice of life not some revolutionary mind fuck shit). and thats really pissing me off when you compare it to other anime of the same genre recently- for example “my dress up darling” and “komi san cant communicate”- which are good anime for what they want to be respectively too but you cannot ignore the fact that these shows aren’t getting the same hate even though they share a similar vibe.

and the only key difference lays in their male and female lead- the two mentioned before being very traditional- either being male fantasy to a larger extent in my dress up darling or to a lesser extent with just the shy girl in komi.

and then you have this show where the female lead is yes, cute but also badass and the male lead is a genuinely amazing guy being the best fucking boyfriend he could ever be and- people hate on t h e m? because they aren’t the cliche? i really just think guys can’t insert themselves into the male lead because he genuinely respects women, loves his girlfriend and supports her while also being his own person💀

i just. anger. so much anger in this tiny buff body of mine. maybe the lack of exercise is getting to me and also the fact that my body is recovering while also still being very weak otherwise, which i often forget. i had to take a nap after doing fucking laundry i hate this. ugh.

sorry for the rant i know i probs just redirecting my inward anger outward at something but shit like this really pisses me off bc u have a show that breaks the mould and is genuinely a little different and then its treated in a way that ensures that it’s not going to happen again. i am on my knees begging for more assertive and fun female characters to relate to man.

anyway this is canon and these are the men u picked sorry to inform u.

also currently working on a crossover fic to at least write a little something between naps and also thinking about making a little banner or cover or something for it? i just dunno what to put on it? ugh decisions decisions, complex thoughts i am not capable of. i just crave for all of this to be over but also i should use this opportunity to take a proper break.

hope you are having a good day and so does your family at least! my apologies for the rant lmao

-🌌momo

see your first problem is watching anything involving romance or slice of life genres ��

I just- I hate those genres with such a passion and I mean the tropes, the kind of fans if (generally) attracts and just all of it is so not my cup of tea. Unironically I'm not an unromantic person (or at least ten yrs and going strong with a water sign would reckon I'm semi decent with lovey dovey stuff) But god there is something about romance animes that turn me off so bad. And 100% it's probably the heteronormality of it all. And bitching bc the most sliver representation of role reversal is happening? I stand my ground romance animes are terrible lol

actually the quiet/shy/uncertain male role with the strong women personalities is part of the reason I've really fallen for Sonny Boy (I actually think you'd enjoy it if you watched it). Just the rep for so many personality types among everyone is so nice so I get being pissy about the gag generic replication of tiny uwu female role and big overly manly male role. It's flat out the reason I won't watch a lot of things or even try most genres of animes bc it's all pretty much the same. I don't actually consume that much anime/manga but running a writing blog doesn't show real good rep of what I'm actually into 😂

but also choking and relating so hard to having too much energy in a tired buff body 😂 I do not do well when I have my exercise. I am a giant yellow lab who lives in too small of an apartment called life. God and being sick and stuck in the house 😩 That's a death sentence. Rip those stupid sexist pigs a new asshole. It's good for your upper body and gets out all the aggression when the fish bowl is too tiny bc fuck the human body for succumbing to a tiny microscopic cootie like a weakling. Wtf how are we on the top of the food chain and get housebound by things you can't even see. It's stupid, being sick is stupid -3-

I've seen that fanart before =_= god momo just fucking wrecked me for my husbands on live tv asdfghjkl

can't even convey how hard I laughed the first time I saw that (pre Rindou phase mind you -3-) I'm pretty sure I peed a little I was laughing so hard bc I will not be convinced Mikey just picked Hanma up bc he needed a new tall person in his life and Hanma was the only one he could think of to put him up on things 😂 bc Ran won't do it he's too busy pushing his dumb brother up onto things to run away from the cops + Ran is barely 6' so suck it you Ran lovers Hanma supremacy forever

the real problem is that I let them reproduce. Willingly. That's the sad part and someone should have me evaluated bc no sane person would let those fools reproduce

need to churn out my Chuuya piece for his birthday today but instead I'm staring at Shion and avoiding it. It's fine. Everything is fine.

[divinefireangel]

I’m hereeee 🥳 (this ask is so long i’m sorry to everyone who has to scroll past this,, should i start permanently using small font when i’m sending you asks)

truthfully I don’t think I’m managing at all lmao because uni is fucking me over and People are so difficult to deal with, I’m way too negative for this shit but eh, I’ll survive. I have to 😂😂😂

i’m glad i didn’t miss your birthday! i remembered april but i couldn’t remember what date (i tried checking the old asks i sent you but i didn’t see anything lmao) but yaaayy for me being early 😂

also it’s been a year and a month since i started stanning sf9!!! thank you sf9 for letting me find sushie too 🥺 (“find” sounds so ominous; i originally wrote “meet” but that sounds misleading ahjdghgjhhja)

re: the previous ask of mine that you answered—

I’M SO HAPPY TO KNOW YOU ARE ATINY AND BABY MOA, i lowkey listen to txt and svt now, never thought i’d get here because i was just not interested for the longest time but they’re p cool :D

san is FANTASTIC he’s just so adorable. i was watching atz content after a long time on sunday and also today and he made me Very Happy. dunno if i told u already but i’m hongjoong biased 🤩 (ok i saw the end of your answer haha answer geonbaehaja and yesss it’s joong! i might as well be ot8 though because they’re my ult group and i love them all so much – skz is telling me lately that i also ult them but jury’s still out because i refuse to admit things easily)

flappy ducky sush /gives you a smooch you make me very happy too, even if i haven’t been around for months now gjhsghhhjdfghja blame tumblr <//3 i simply forget this hellsite is a thing

i’m late but CONGRATS ON THE SCHOLARSHIP AND GPA!!!!!!!!

how do u feel about skz’s new comeback? i’m shgfjhshjda GODDD i love them so much 🥺 i have so many thoughts but they kinda just leave lmao but i love love loooooooove it! loving all the songs and the mvs too,, i love them all equally and there are seven (7) songs so i’m really not gonna list them l m f a o but i’m especially fond of lonely st. and charmer. i want charmer vid </3 i ALSO WANT THE COMPLETE STORY BEHIND THEIR ODDINARY TRAILER LIKE ?? DUDE? DON’T LEAVE ME HANGING HERE… I WANT TO KNOW WHAT GOES ON… the way felix gets terrified and the way they all behave is so hot i just love it i want 10,000 minutes of it. glorious plot stuff.

sending you all the happy vibes i can scrounge up :D i was finally able to watch the recent skz weekly idol episode and seungminnie was soso cute it gave me life. while i procrastinated on a paper due friday lmao aNYWAY SENDING YOU HAPPY VIBES!!!!~ I HOPE U HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

—babytasy

FINALLY I'M ANSWERING YOUR ASK SRY I GOT BUSY BUT THAT'S NOT AN EXCUSE TwT

Lmao issokay, I think our convos are too fun to miss 😂

SAME. I hate it here 💀🔪🥲

Well yeah, that's okay tho, cause I was very busy on b'day anyway and you remembered my birth month which makes me happy cause I'm shit at remembering birthdays

Awwnnnn thanks for becoming a fantasy!! Meet sounds good to me XD

Oo I'm a Joong soft stan lmao frankly that man on stage scares me more than my man on stage ifykyk

GLADLY ACCEPTS SMOOCHES OMG

It's ok lol, blame me too, I forgot as well even tho I'm a lil more answerable 💀💀💀💀

Thank youuuu ALSO IT'S BEEN A MONTH SINCE MANIAC

My fav is Waiting For Us cause Kim Seungmin and also that it makes me feel so angsty but in a comforting way idk 😂

It looked very Yandere 👀💀 It was hot I gotta say

THANK YOU BABYYYY 😘😘😘😘

My eternal love and appreciation for you, as always ❤